On how to be a successful medical doctor or student.

On how to be a successful medical doctor or student

Clichegal's this 2010's September & October wishes & resolutions

Just my thoughts...

I'm feeling so blessed and contented now that I'm wondering when it will stop.

For the past 6 years, I've been involved a lot in church activities, seeking God, serving and stuff like...sharing, leading a cell group and most importantly learning how to worship Him.From a person who has never felt God's presence to feeling His presence and learned how to release completely to Him. I don't know where my spirit is, but wherever it is, I believe that it is growing stronger in Him. And I hope that as I spend more time in His presence and desire Him more and more, my spirit will be more attuned with His and less with the world.

Now that I've graduated and I'm waiting for the letter from KKM calling me to go for induction before I start work, I start to have this fear in me.

And I need to keep telling myself, no, no. There is a path that we must walk by faith and not by sight.I dont know where I will be sent to.But I believe that no matter where I go, God is there with me.It's just that I fear for the "what if" I didnt do well,I gave up, I start to doubt God and stuff like that.
I tend to allow the human me to play with my thoughts.For me,to walk by faith is an understanding and a belief that cannot be explained or dissected, only FELT. Like the stirring of a breeze, a whisper in the wind - only occasionally we catch a glimpse of eternity, and fall silent at the majesty that is above all we could imagine.

But we know that beyond the veil, beyond this life, there it is. Glory and holiness that will captivate us for eternity.I know that I really need to learn to just wait, and pray, and believe.

And thus,
there it is, there it is.

^_^

Merdeka spirit - what went wrong?

Merdeka!Merdeka!Merdeka! ...It has been like 6 years that I have not been celebrating Merdeka. The simple reason is that I was not in Malaysia for that period.

My memories of Merdeka? Lots of it... I remember that I used to practice so hard with my clarinet and marching from 5pm till 7pm every Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday from the beginning of August.In the morning of the National day, we woke up as early as 5am and prepared ourselves before we left for the Padang Besar Ipoh and then when time comes, we would march proudly and played our beautiful "Perajurit Song" with much enthusiasm for 8 to 9km... At that moment, I could really felt the Merdeka spirit and embraced it especially when I passed by the Sultan (hahaha)

What happen after 6 years? Have I changed or Malaysia have changed?

Today is the 28th of August ... Back then , I would have seen Malaysian flags everywhere. (shophouses, houses and vehicles ) Now,I can only see a few pathetic flags despite Merdeka is just 3 days away.

Even I have not gone into the Merdeka celebratory mood despite being in Malaysia.

I really love my country, MALAYSIA. Yes, I do and always will.

I don't want to be the ones that are complaining about our government and various stuff and end with the statement " thus,I couldn't find the Merdeka Spirit" .I believe in initiative. ^_^ Thus , from today onwards I will play Merdeka songs in the room, hang Malaysian flags, make my own flag (^_^) , watch merdeka advertisement and shows, watch the morning parade and fireworks to get the Merdeka spirit back . Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

Restaurant city

Currently I'm unemployed till after Raya. What am I doing every single day? Restaurant city ! Ya, I've been strategizing and planning of how to make my restaurant the prettiest restaurant in town.

I know I'm talkng nonsense for now... ahahahha
I promise for a well written post... ^_^

Restaurant city

Currently I'm unemployed till after Raya. What am I doing every single day? Restaurant city ! Ya, I've been strategizing and planning of how to make my restaurant the prettiest restaurant in town.

I know I'm talkng nonsense for now... ahahahha
I promise for a well written post... ^_^

Graduated!!

I'm back to blogging after one year.hahaha.. I don't know if I'll stop later on when I start work... but currently I'm pretty free.I'm back in Sitiawan.I've sent in all the necessary documents to SPA,KKM and MMC and now I just have to wait for the induction letter to come. But I guess it will only come after Raya! woo hoo... more time to spend with my beloved family.