Jaclyn Victor & piano duet from RSMU .

I was one of the organizing committee for ChristmasBash ... The video below is one of the programme during the ChristmasBash ... Hope you guys will enjoy it... I will be posting the other videos later ... (after my exam) hehe... XOXO

And this is the video of jaclyn victor singing GEMILANG live in the Christmas Bash Charity Concert 2007.. She is great blessing!!


Today I had my MCQ results back for topography anatomy. And my results were just a mere pass... Actually i knew my result wouldnt be good coz i know i didnt really study much for it but when the time comes when he announced my result... dissappointment flows thru my heart..

But i understand that God had this for me for the best of my interest.He knew i wasnt studying much for this subject.. I feel that the reason for my bad results was because He wants me to really study and not wasting my time.And for this i thank God so much for it...

But what hurts me the most is not because I did badly.It was what my teacher said in the class that hurts me... He said what you get for your mcq always reveals what kind of a student you are...And at that moment it feels painful...

And to this ... tonight im gonna study very very hard tonight and make his jaw drop to the floor tomorrow.. Sigh...

Growing up.....

I think its every little kid's dream to grow older... I can stilll remember the feeling of wanting and praying for freedom freedom, watching tv till late at night, go to my fren's party till late night without my parents calling every second....

But as i am 23 now... i kinda wish that i stop growing older...Of course i treasure the youth that im having right now... and i thank God so much for that... But somehow today i realize that as much as you wanna grow up... the older your parents will get...

And as they grow old... somehow rather...one day ... they will leave me alone in this world and go up to the heaven.... Currently my parents are getting older with all sorts of sickness coming to atttack their body ... and as much as i love myself ... i cant help hating myself for wishing to grow up...

My New Year wish is For me to stop growing bigger and my parents to stop growing older...

Ehlers Danlos Syndrome

This is my assignment for medical genetics this week....


Well, yesterday i had a weird dream ... and what i remember of my dream is this...

How ironic this is... my own dad...

I just hope that my dad would stop smoking coz recently he was diagnosed with silent IHD ...Hey people its not funny." SILENT" is not good ... My uncle was diagnosed with silent IHD a year ago ... and now he is in the heaven ... And as much i want him to quit but as soon as i see him suffering on his sttempt to quit smoking(which he never succeeded) i would feel so bad for him..

Daddy .. if you ever read my blog.. Hear the cry of your little girl... I love you dad...


Well, as far as im concern i think i have high cholesterol level and hypertension ... know why coz today i draw my family pedigree which my medical genetic lecturer wants us to do as an assignment and to my surprise so many of my family members are having this problems ... sigh ... as cliche as it sounds , i just have to be really careful in my diet... sigh ... there goes my chicken ...

Now my main aim is to follow these 25 tips given in the chart below ..(though i don think i will really follow it ) hehe ....

You'll know You're A Doctor W.H.E.N.......(adapted from Malaysian medical Resources)

I know I shouldn't just adapt but this is one of the article which really catch my attention...

1. You wake up at 6am on a weekend although you don’t have work.
2. A sound of a van reversing with a beep makes you look for a phone number.
3. You feel there is something wrong if you don’t have an exam coming up.
4. Can’t relax
5. Can whizz through a 300 page book in a day
6. Are sexually charged for no reason you can pinpoint!!
7. Watch scrubs and laugh at yourself.
8. Use the phrase “I am a doctor” to get away with something.
9. You are always tired.
10. When you keep on asking for stuff that doesn’t get done.
11. When you write more than a thousand words a day.
12. When you have no privacy.
13. When you look at a naked person on the beach and the first thing you notice is their appendectomy scar.
14. If you thought you have a disease you are studying about.
15. if you feel like your over worked and under paid.
16. If people call you doctor.
17. You find yourself always carrying a pen even if you’re on a night out.
18. When you forget to have a haircut.
19. cannula please!!!!
20. Are expected to be in two places at the same time.
21. Are expected to know everything.
22. Are called in the middle of the night to sign a piece of paper.
23. Are dragged to the end of the world to talk to someone.
24. Are expected to smile everyday.
25. Don’t understand what people mean when they talk about the “hospital smell”.
26. When you can see someone’s guts and think about food.
27. When you are not disgusted by the previous sentence.
28. If you can’t remember what you ate they day before! but still manage to remember the blood results of every single patient you have.
29. You are always thinking about the next job.
30. Are reading this sentence!!!
31. You think green is a cool color to wear!!

a time for a change

this blog is not going anywhere... i've been browsing thru other blogger's site.. theirs are much more interesting than mine... mine is so boring... so i've decided im going to different and put things which are ME... SO i will be thinking hard on how to make this a success in my life... I put all my trust in you LOrd!!


Well im still not sure where i wanna go for this winter. But most probably i wanna go to spain though actually i wanna go to france more. I've been over to Italy , Russia , Egypt. Probably in my next post im gonna put up some beautiful pictures of those country ... XOXO


Indeed God did answer my prayer... I couldnt finish studying for neuro and I prayed for a miracle that that i can pass...In the end my teacher is sick.. therefore i dont have to sit for the exam but the ironic thing is the teachers now suddenly feel like swapping groups for the oral examination this wednesday... and it happens to be that their teacher is much more strict... Die... Double DIE....

Die Die Die.....

Tomorrow i will be having my neurology exam... And i just finish 10 percent of it only... I need a very very big faith to even pass tomorrow,.. Just pray that God will help me through it...


When we talk about euthanasia... somehow rather religion and ethics will come into the picture...okay.... anyway let me define first what is the meaning of euthanasia...SOme people called it mercy killing wheareas to some professionals they feel that it is the practice of having a medically assisted death.

Why some people are pro euthanasia?

  • Choice (coz everyone wanna practice democracy)
  • Quality of life ( why not let them die peacefully rather than clinging onto some life suffort system)
  • Economic cost ( as you know most politicians are keeping the money for themselves )

Why SOme people are against euthanasia?

  • MORAL ( some people think its murder and some think its suicide and as for me I never really paid attention in the moral class)
  • Professional role ( Well supposedly there's this oath that all doctors know about of "To please no one will I prescribe a deadly drug nor give advice that may cause his death" .. well.. im a medical student , why wasnt i taught of that in medical schools)
  • Religion ( Christians believe that life belongs ultimately to God and therefore humans do not have the choice to end their life)
  • Wishes of the family ( family members just don't know when to let go)
Well... since my points for debating against euthanasia is more that proeuthanasia... Therefore i conclude that I am Against euthanasia!!!

Christmas Bash Charity Concert 2007 in Moscow (Feat Jaclyn VicTor)!!